prom

[morrisq]

So, i said i would try to write some in here later.....well here it is. So tonight was prom. I looked super spiffy in my tux, and so i went to Bryan Lobby, where i met Rachel Gilgen and the crew. Rachel looked beautiful, it was great! So from there, we went to dinner at the Melting Pot. The food was great there, even though i wasn't very good at the whole fondu thing. From there, we headed to prom. The museum was great, and it looked really nice on the inside. I hung out with Rachel for a while, but then, guess who i see Trey with? Meredith.....fucking wonderful. So, she basically ruined what would have otherwise been a WONDERFUL night. I mean, it was still good, but i will forever remember her being there, and how awkward i felt, and how much i felt for her, and how i wished things where still the same. Or do i wish things were still the same? I don't know. I shouldn't wish that, she treated me horribly, i mean, she cheated on me for Christ sake. Ugh, i don't know. I deserve better. I think i'm out of the serious relationship thing for now. Maybe college. Those will be better days. Alright, so back to the whole prom thing. Otherwise, it was lovely. I danced (if that's what you want to call it) with Rachel G. as the jazz band played. It was great. I danced with Cortney and Rachel C. too. Ah, the great people of S&M, some of whom will be gone soon. It's sort of weird ya know. I feel like i'm just now getting really close to some people however i know that soon, they'll be gone, and i'll be here with a new set of people (although i'm sure they'll be cool too, i mean, hey, they're S&Mers.) I want to be a kid again. To not care about anything, and to not take anything seriously. Why do we have to grow up? maybe i don't want to.

in other news, i'm going to visit emily over spring break. i love that girl so much. she didn't treat me like meredith does. i wish she lived in nc. oh well, just a week and a few days

sometimes life disappoints me

goodnight

quinn