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I just got 4 of my teeth pulled and I feel insane they gave me some meds to ease the pain
my lip is all tingly and I keep thinking Im in a glass case of purple
all I remember is the polite conversation I sttuttered through in the offce chair, the pin prick and then the bright lightmanifesto that bombarded me from all sides each shape brought to me glowed and I couldnt keep my eyeyes from rolling or the tears surpressed. drugs always make me weepy. they wheeled me out the back vs. the front where I slomped into a car...my car and I saw the white towels wrapped around me as my eyes fluttered open and shut during the ride. we shattered off down the streets and highways and I awake with avengance., I know what happened but they keep staring at me as though Im some moneky that needs care. yes I am wobbily but I dont need your god damn whellchair my legs suffice.Im craving food like a disease. chili chease fries and a double cheesurger from in-n-out...animal style and I was vanilla cake with strawberry filly and tons of icing. but I can eat they ache and they scream and yeall at me every time I try to sneak a peak at them. Im being controlled by my teeth I tell you.
I am being beckoned to lay down place ice over myself and eat grilled cheese so I will leave
why must no one comment? it drives me nuts that I comment so much for everyone else and theyre to "lazy" actually I rather dont care
but I have black furr with green eyes and a swishing tail that loves me and needs me to go back to bed and pretend once more that Im ooh so sick blap blap blap when really Im quite fine