I am so pathetic!
So today sucked. Mostly because I had to say goodbye to Jeff. :( And then had to go straight to work for a really long and busy 6 hours. Right now Jeff is in KC (without a cell phone!) and then tomorrow morning leaves for the Dominican Republic (or however you spell it). I don't even get to talk to him till July 10. He says he is going to call, but I don't know how he would be able to do that. I don't think he has any source of a phone. Last night I was up most of the night worrying about his trip and that something might happen to him. Or something could happen to me and he would never know about it. How horrible would that be if he came back to find out I died or something! Not like I'm planning on that happening, but you never know! I can just see him falling through the roof of the church he is going to be building or falling off a ladder or getting mugged...well, you see where my mind has been lately. I know it's dumb that I am worrying so much and it makes me look so pathetic! I don't really care. I wouldn't worry so much or be so upset about not seeing him for like 10 days except we won't get to talk AT ALL! Today was the last time I'll get to talk to him until after he gets home! It's not fair! Don't get me wrong, I am so glad that he is going on this trip. I think mission trips are wonderful experiences and everyone should go on one sometime. His sounds especally great because he is going to be building (which is what I do on my trips) AND he is going to be doing missionary work. I would love to do that sometime...once I know more about my religion and whatnot. Anyway, so I know this is a great experience for him, but I just want to be able to talk to him! After work my dad yelled at me some for things out of my control and I just wanted to call Jeff and have him tell me that my dad is a jerk and that I didn't do anything wrong...but I couldn't. This is going to be so hard!!!
Wow...I am pathetic. :) I'll stop about Jeff now cause I'm sure everyone has gotten bored and stopped reading before now. Here is something interesting that I never thought I would want out of my life. Mind you this is way down the road and I'm not even sure how I got to thinking about it. Anyway, I have decided that I really want to be a stay at home mom someday. Obviously WAY down the road. I used to think women who had to depend solely on their husband's money and spend all day cooking, cleaning, and caring for the kids were just sad and could actually be doing something with their life...but now I really would like to be one of those women. DOn't know how I got to thinking about that, but I thought it was interesting. I always saw myself as some work-acholic or something like that. Anywa, that was just a random note.
I really don't have much to talk about. Other than I'm pathetic. :) Well, I'll stop whinning and let you all get back to your much more adventful lives...oh yeah! So I'm trying to keep myself pretty busy while Jeff is gone so I don't miss him too much...and I only have plans from now till 3:00 Sunday afternoon, Wednesday night, and Thursday night...so if anyone wants to do anything, next week would be a great time to do anything!
Wow...I am pathetic. :) I'll stop about Jeff now cause I'm sure everyone has gotten bored and stopped reading before now. Here is something interesting that I never thought I would want out of my life. Mind you this is way down the road and I'm not even sure how I got to thinking about it. Anyway, I have decided that I really want to be a stay at home mom someday. Obviously WAY down the road. I used to think women who had to depend solely on their husband's money and spend all day cooking, cleaning, and caring for the kids were just sad and could actually be doing something with their life...but now I really would like to be one of those women. DOn't know how I got to thinking about that, but I thought it was interesting. I always saw myself as some work-acholic or something like that. Anywa, that was just a random note.
I really don't have much to talk about. Other than I'm pathetic. :) Well, I'll stop whinning and let you all get back to your much more adventful lives...oh yeah! So I'm trying to keep myself pretty busy while Jeff is gone so I don't miss him too much...and I only have plans from now till 3:00 Sunday afternoon, Wednesday night, and Thursday night...so if anyone wants to do anything, next week would be a great time to do anything!