Unbreakable is broken
Im crying, I hate you, I hate everyone, and everything. I fucking hate you god damn I hate everything and everyone and I cant stop crying. Im so afraid to lose my shit. I've been non-stop GO sense December and I just cant take it! Im afraid of my PCOS because I cant really contain or control it. It will just run a cource of its own and Im just along for the ride. Im afraid of being depressed again. I swear to god I'd rather fling myself into on coming traffic rather than take pills again to keep me semi sane...I just cant do it. I dont want to be controlled by anymore GOD DAMN PILLS!!!!
I FUCKING HATE YOU WOLFHOME AND ALL YOUR GOD DAMN BULLSHIT! PRACTICE WHAT YOU FUCKING PREACH BEFORE YOU JUMP MY GOD DAMN ASS!
I cant vent to Jim because he'll get upset that he cant take this away and fix it, and he has enough on his place as it is. Steph needs money and I cant just sit back and think she could be homeless...I just cant stand that! Elyse is getting sicker, and I cant do anything about it. Im so afraid one day she wont come online anymore because something will happen. Im afraid Kina will suffer rejection and need new lungs and I cant fucking afford those either. I'd give her my own if I could!!! Jessy is fawning over a boy and I hope he doesnt fuck with her head or heart....cause I really dont wanna go to Canada......
I just want to be better......
I want...I just want some fucking peace of mind...
I FUCKING HATE YOU WOLFHOME AND ALL YOUR GOD DAMN BULLSHIT! PRACTICE WHAT YOU FUCKING PREACH BEFORE YOU JUMP MY GOD DAMN ASS!
I cant vent to Jim because he'll get upset that he cant take this away and fix it, and he has enough on his place as it is. Steph needs money and I cant just sit back and think she could be homeless...I just cant stand that! Elyse is getting sicker, and I cant do anything about it. Im so afraid one day she wont come online anymore because something will happen. Im afraid Kina will suffer rejection and need new lungs and I cant fucking afford those either. I'd give her my own if I could!!! Jessy is fawning over a boy and I hope he doesnt fuck with her head or heart....cause I really dont wanna go to Canada......
I just want to be better......
I want...I just want some fucking peace of mind...