This is for you.

Oct 05, 2007 13:28


Dear Jack off,

Up until this very point, I've not said one hostile word about you. Infact, I've not even pondered your existance. You've not even had the honor to be a memory. Like defective families, your face has been cut from every photo taken in my mind. You havent existed.

However you prove to be most difficult and continously talk about me to my friends. It must really annoy you how loyal they are to me. And there you sit, seething in hatred for me, because they dont see the monster you do. That monster, is just for you. Its a personal gift, from me, to you. Why? Because you made that monster- so enjoy your creation.

You cant for one second fathom yourself being to blame, not even the slightest bit. You are such a God in your own mind, and that ego of yours is a cancer that cant be cured. You've never learnt humility, or how to humble yourself. You've never been able to see past your own perfections- which sadly, are very flawed.

You continue to talk, and whine, rant, snivel, cry, and bitch. I do nothing of the sort when it comes to you. So imagin how this must make you look! Incase you cant paint that horrible picture in your head, let me tell you- poorly. You make yourself look like the jackass, leaving me to look like a redeemed angel.

I've admitted to everything I've done- and even things you were never aware of. I've paid my dues, I've lost friends, made new ones, patched up rough friendships...I've worked to become a better person, but you dont believe in change. Which is incredibly ironic... I lost a lot, but I had more to gain when I threw away the negitive and old. Maybe you should take some time to re-evaluate yourself, and your life. Im sorry you find great delight in talking about me. Thats really sad. How horrible it must be to feel the way you do.

Please try not to talk so much- because it will get back to me, I can assure you.

Respectfully

Anna.
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