Still Alive....
Trying to hang in there.... not a great time of year for me... Birthday, Katrina anniversary, housing inspection, all sorts of stress adding shit, plus the long distance thing is taking it's toll on my relationship. add to that transportation issues and cash flow problems and yeah you have my life in a nutshell right now.
One giant ball of gimme more klonopin! I am a walking panic attack at the moment so hopefully after the first week in September my anxiety level will lessen and I can get back to being human as I have out of town guests arriving. Though being around 3 small kids for the first time in 20 years for days at a time will be a recipe for me to be a walking zombie on my anxiety meds.
I have never handled kids well so let's see what living with 3 for a few days does to me if I end up posting from the psych ward you will know why lol. Someone local just promise to come feed my cats since they moved outdoors.
One giant ball of gimme more klonopin! I am a walking panic attack at the moment so hopefully after the first week in September my anxiety level will lessen and I can get back to being human as I have out of town guests arriving. Though being around 3 small kids for the first time in 20 years for days at a time will be a recipe for me to be a walking zombie on my anxiety meds.
I have never handled kids well so let's see what living with 3 for a few days does to me if I end up posting from the psych ward you will know why lol. Someone local just promise to come feed my cats since they moved outdoors.