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...i....
I don't even know.
I am 22 goddamn years old. i want to finish college so desperately... not even for the degree, just so i can learn and feel like I'm doing something with myself.. just one or two classes a semester even. anything.
i cant even afford the payment plan. there are no jobs, not even seasonal ones. one paycheck a month, i could do that, if i was getting fucking paychecks.
I have no income, no way of getting any... I'm not really good enough for commissions, and even if i was I'm not getting them. just a few, and i would be okay...
all the money i have is to pay my bills. I'm tired of bumming from friends.
this is the ONE THING I want for myself, and i can't have it.
fuck.
I don't even know.
I am 22 goddamn years old. i want to finish college so desperately... not even for the degree, just so i can learn and feel like I'm doing something with myself.. just one or two classes a semester even. anything.
i cant even afford the payment plan. there are no jobs, not even seasonal ones. one paycheck a month, i could do that, if i was getting fucking paychecks.
I have no income, no way of getting any... I'm not really good enough for commissions, and even if i was I'm not getting them. just a few, and i would be okay...
all the money i have is to pay my bills. I'm tired of bumming from friends.
this is the ONE THING I want for myself, and i can't have it.
fuck.