Dec 29, 2008 05:00
I don't think this is fair to you.
She doesn't really seem to know what she has, what she could have...
*sigh* Im not really sure where to go with this. I don't hate her. we're friends, we're going to continue to be friends...
I don't see where the need for other people comes from.
...she doesn't know what she has. its really that simple.
I don't understand why someone who has you the way she does, who could have you the way she could, would ever want or think that there is more somewhere.... I just don't understand it. it actually hurts my brain.
I don't want to see you get hurt in all of this, either.
my main objective in life is to see you happy. all other things... they can wait, they're secondary.
I realize this is unhealthy, given the current and enduring state of things... i don't care.
Fuck, i cant sit here and let you get hurt. it will end me if i have to see you cry.
emo,
fuck