Alright, yeah, I am up a little early this morning. I do believe that my nerves are more on edge today than they have been over the whole last 9 months -- and tomorrow will be worse I fear. I know that I recently updated (well about a week ago), but as of this past Friday (the 15th), things have changed even more!
Tomorrow, Monday, June 18th, I have to be at the hospital for noon. My doctor has changed my c-section date again! On Friday, when I went for my weekly, he informed me that due to the various unexplainable weight gains and other complications, he wanted to move my day up even sooner.
So, after preparing myself for having one more week, I had to change my mind-frame to 3 days! Friday evening equaled calling B's mom and telling her and coming home and explaining to the boys that their baby sibling would be here a few days sooner than we planned. Yesterday was spent - stressfully at times - getting baby clothes washed, the stroller and car seat together (B's 1st time!), and all around nerves! Today, well, I am planning on checking emails, updating blogs, doing the weekly bills, folding said baby clothes, washing all the baby bottles, packing for the hospital, going grocery shopping, and making one last trip out to the park to see Amtgard friends/family for a long while!
*Breathe slowly and smile* Right now, I have roughly 35 hours before my surgery. Weird, I have had 2 of these -- but this one feels so much different. Then again, I know that this is the last one I will go through since I have made the decision to alter my reproductive organs some. LOL -- maybe that is where some of my apprehensiveness is coming from...who knows?
So, for the one that has been warned --
rahnee -- expect that phone call sometime tomorrow after 5pm. And, until I am able to get back on here -- please take care everyone!
HUGGLES, WISHES, and GOOD THOUGHTS!