Aug 02, 2003 15:39
Well its been a weird day I woke up feel very strange, kinda depressed and my mind wondering around a lot about my future and what im doing right now with my life and about my baby/cub side I really wanna be a baby/cub and play and forget everything but its hard for me when I like my adult side too its hard to mix them when I don’t have to much of a chance to be little. Had my roomie who’s spouses to be like my daddy doesn’t really do a good job he’s always working witch I know is a good thing because we get money but he doesn’t spend much time with me or baby me much at all. Some times I feel like moving but I have no place to go and I don’t want to leave all my new good friends here.. I just don’t know any more.