Apr 28, 2005 20:54
elusive motivation
pounds in tired minds
electronic obsessions
implicit intimacy
hardwired heartache
1000 mile neighbors
crooning and cunning
past stark defenses
forsaken trust
shadowed nooks and dusty trials
cobweb footprints
ink stained lies
self seduction
soiled souls
left broken and bitter
this .. this is why I'm so bitter and Jaded, this, these things, this feeling, u have no right, how is this not taking, loose love and flippant fingertips, leave shredded flesh and ash emotion ... i have heard what u deserve, what do i deserve? Honesty, trustworthy people in my life, how am i wound so tight, how dare u pull me into this.. i sit, angered and hurt, weeping in my own confusion .. Weak and fragile.. Scared and tattered