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i've been in a pretty up mood for a while. i should have seen this coming. it is coming at a bad time as usual. i don't know how to make this stop. but it's really starting to piss me off. i suppose it's hard to get away from yourself though isn't it. that maybe my problem. actually i think that is my problem. i create things in my head that probably really aren't there and this creates anxiety for me. but i do it to myself.
such a vicious cycle. but it will never end.