(( i think it's gonna rain when i die ))

[morphineangel]

i don't know what to do with myself.....i can't keep thoughts straight anymore.....everything meshes together in one big mess.....i need someone to tell me what is wrong with me.....i can't seem to make myself concentrate on anything.....i can't figure out who really cares and who doesn't.....that is my biggest concern.....i am letting the wrong

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[sihk_rellik]

sweetheart I of all people know how it can feel to see everything as pointless and useless, and I know how so many people will lie to get things for their own advantage... and I wish I could speak for more people, but I can only speak for myself, and I will...

I care alot about you, more than you know... and that is totally sincere. I will not abandon you, believe what you will, but I do care deeply for you... much more than I do just about anyone else, you are an amazing girl with such a beautiful and appealing soul to me. You really do compliment me so well, and when I say that I dont mean just when you tell me that I am bew-tee-ful... I mean you compliment me in the sense of such an awesome counterpart, a partner, something I've often lacked in my life... I dont even know why Im going into so much detail here, but I guess I just wanted you to know that... and to know that though I have my own wounds, my own issues, and my scars run very deep like yours... that what little I still have in me I gladly offer to you, because you truly deserve it.

Just remember that I care, that I'm always here, and that you are a truly beautiful person, and I mean every word of what I just said, and yes Im totally sober, just in case you were wondering.... but enough of this melodrama... just come over and drink some red kool aid and tell me... TELL ME!!! <333333

[morphineangel]

::speechless:: i don't even know where to begin...it is so good to know that someone acually cares enough to say it to me...especially you...and the fact that someone actually thinks about me when i am not around astounds me...you are such a beautiful person and you have no idea how much i appreciate everything you do for me...i care about you more than you will ever know and i will always be there for you...you never fail to put a smile on me face...even when no one else can <33333
and you are BEW-TEE-FUL!!!! <3 and red kool-aid!
p.s.---> i am coming to steal you in 2 days!!!!!