(( take me in....no questions asked ))
it is thursday...i haven't had any type of affection at all since about tuesday...and it's killing me...i never thought i would miss having someone actually pay me attention but i do...i think i am going to try and go somewhere next week...any suggestions???
tomorrow i am going to get my money from BJ so at least i will have about $20 for the after prom fund...actually i should be more concerned with the prom fund itself...budget is getting cut shorter and shorter and i still haven't found my date an outfit that i am happy with...i am too damn pikky i guess...but with good reason i suppose...but at any rate i need more money...
i got out of school early today for no apparent reason...i was surprised my mom actually let me...she even gave me like $5 for food and sent me on my way...if i had thought about it i might have gone to see someone then but it slipped my mind...and i'm sure no one worth seeing was home anyway...i haven't talked to anyone on the phone for a while...it seems so weird...when i can go places and do things my phone rings off the hook...but when i can't do anything no one wants to talk to me anymore...that's always nice...
i am ranting i know but what else do i have to do???...and odds are if you are actually reading all of this you had nothing better to do as well...so i have not only wasted my time...but yours as well...my life is complete now...someone rescue me...