a simple questoin
i don't even know what to do. can someone just answer this one simple question for me? what the fuck is so wrong with me? i know that i've made mistakes. but so has everyone. i would really like to know where in these rules does it say that if i do one thing wrong i am to be chastised for the rest of my life for it? i must've missed that one. and i'm sorry to those of you who seem to be too ignorant to realize this, but just because we have had some kind of romantic contact, doesn't mean that i want you. it means simply that we had a brief encounter that may, or may not, have resulted in friendship. THAT IS IT! actually, i take that back, i'm not sorry. if you took the time to listen to anything that i say, you should've figured that much out for yourself. if i don't want a relationship then i must have reasons for it which i do. and just because i have reasons for the things i do DOES NOT mean that i owe you an explanation. if you ask and i don't tell you, obviously you don't need to know. if you ask and i do tell you, well, congratulatoins, you got farther than most people. why can't this be simple? oh, i'm sorry, i forgot that most of you have to complicate every thing you do in order to feel that you've accomplished something once it's all over. well i don't. so stay the fuck away from me. i can create drama on my own if that's what i wanted. but since i don't want that, don't try and bring your petty little problems to me. i will tell you thi same thing everytime. most of you are eighteen or over and if you can't deal with your own problems by now, you've got bigger problems than me being a bitch. which by the way i am proud of. when you go through a certain amount of shit, you tend to become a little hardened by it so deal with it. and yes i know that i can be a cold and abrasive person. so either talk to me and deal with the fact that i won't sugar coat things for you, or don't. it isn't going to hurt my feelings. and trust me, if you want to hurt my feelings, you're going to have to try harder than to call me a bitch because i NEVER would've gotten this far in my life by being nice. and if that means i spend my life alone, then good for fucking me. at least i won't be living a pathetic existence to please people like the rest of you. so after all of this has been said, ask yourself one simple question, do YOU still want to call yourself my friend????????