it's over, and he's gone....
JanesNostalgia: :-(
diluteco: one of the main things is i never wanna be in love again ever in my fucking life because i never wanna feel this way again ever in my fucking life so im just gonna keep distant from people
JanesNostalgia: well thanks.
diluteco: yeah im sorry
JanesNostalgia: so what are you saying then? your done?
diluteco: what do you mean im done
JanesNostalgia: with "us". i mean i know we aren't together, but some days you act like, and others you don't. and it's confusing me. i know i'm not ready for a relationship yet. but still, i dont seem to know whats going on in your head.
diluteco: i dont know either which is why im just gonna say im drawing the line at friends and thats just where the fuck its gonna be, the indecision is over
diluteco: i feel so fucking angry at everything right now i could just beat the living fuck out of someone
JanesNostalgia: alright. then thats how its gonna be. no more games. :'(
diluteco: im sorry to be so blunt and mean, its nothing against you, im just so pissed off and....yeah im sorry
... no you're not
you took your coat off and stood in the rain
You were always crazy like that
I watched from my window
always felt I was outside looking in on you
You were always the mysterious one
with dark eyes and careless hair
You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
besides some comment on the weather
Well in case you failed to notice
In case you failed to see
This is my heart bleeding before you
This is me down on my knees
These foolish games are tearing me apart
your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart