friday is fun and Blah!
The fun was sarcasm if you hadnt noticed.
Today.. may be my last day at evox.
Ive done everything i can to be a good employee there, but what they are asking for is simply impossible. I'm not a robot, and I refuse to pretend to be one.
Thus i'm no longer treating the people that want to be, like I notice them much. I only speak when spoken to. AND, I absolutely refuse any form of "charity" from them. (you know like, buying me lunch)
I know our receptionist Anna thought it was kinda rude of me to turn down Kates lunch offer, but she knows full well why i'm barely speaking to her, and why I'm keeping my distance. I'm sick and tired of pretending i'm happy there. Because i'm not. The only person I trust there, is the person I should be working under in the first place, Mike B. I mean come on, the guy showed up at my brothers funeral on a day of work!
He knew nothing about my brother, but he just showed up.
Sure Kate and Sue both offered flowers (which we couldnt do because things were so last min) but to be honest, theyd have done that for anyone anyway. (mostly to make hr look good. They know full well that the majority of the company isnt happy, and I can see why.)
I feel bad wanting to leave, cus I know its gonna be hard on Mike B. But I can't stay there much longer even IF they let me keep the job. I now have two options:
1) try to get a job as a tele marketer through one of the people i know at work whos husband can almost guarantee me a job.
The bad part: The commute is gonna be long and costly, which means more hours of work, and even longer hours away from Lynn and Tiana.
2. My cousin thinks I might be able to get into the pest control business he's in. I have to go through 3 different locations for interviews. Id also have to find the time. Secondly, it;s not a guaranteed job, but Id be making more money. Id also be forced to work 6 days a week. Might only have to work 5, which would be nice. But again, less hours from Lynn and tiana but at least id be driving a work vehicle.
Either tomorrow, or early next week will decide. Now for some much needed sleep.
Today.. may be my last day at evox.
Ive done everything i can to be a good employee there, but what they are asking for is simply impossible. I'm not a robot, and I refuse to pretend to be one.
Thus i'm no longer treating the people that want to be, like I notice them much. I only speak when spoken to. AND, I absolutely refuse any form of "charity" from them. (you know like, buying me lunch)
I know our receptionist Anna thought it was kinda rude of me to turn down Kates lunch offer, but she knows full well why i'm barely speaking to her, and why I'm keeping my distance. I'm sick and tired of pretending i'm happy there. Because i'm not. The only person I trust there, is the person I should be working under in the first place, Mike B. I mean come on, the guy showed up at my brothers funeral on a day of work!
He knew nothing about my brother, but he just showed up.
Sure Kate and Sue both offered flowers (which we couldnt do because things were so last min) but to be honest, theyd have done that for anyone anyway. (mostly to make hr look good. They know full well that the majority of the company isnt happy, and I can see why.)
I feel bad wanting to leave, cus I know its gonna be hard on Mike B. But I can't stay there much longer even IF they let me keep the job. I now have two options:
1) try to get a job as a tele marketer through one of the people i know at work whos husband can almost guarantee me a job.
The bad part: The commute is gonna be long and costly, which means more hours of work, and even longer hours away from Lynn and Tiana.
2. My cousin thinks I might be able to get into the pest control business he's in. I have to go through 3 different locations for interviews. Id also have to find the time. Secondly, it;s not a guaranteed job, but Id be making more money. Id also be forced to work 6 days a week. Might only have to work 5, which would be nice. But again, less hours from Lynn and tiana but at least id be driving a work vehicle.
Either tomorrow, or early next week will decide. Now for some much needed sleep.