Nov 15, 2004 01:45
SO i have been doing a lot of thinking lately. The biggest thing that i have come up with is that i am lonely and that i don't know when that will change. who knows... i guess that that guy is out there somewhere... i just have to go and find him... a little difficult as you can imagine... meh oh well. I think one of my biggest problems is that i just haven't ever been able to tell peopl ethat i like them... and if i do then it comes out all wrong and it is just a bad day all around. Ah well.
Classes are going alright... I have been trying to work on this paper for kidger nad this other one for deb.... not sure how either is going to turn out.... this should be interesting.
Financial aide can kiss my ass & that is all.
Going back to the top... I just don't know how to talk to people sometimes and then when you do talk to them it is always the day after they started seeing someone else, or something else is wrong with the relationship. who knows... meh
So there is something that i have noticed as seriously lacking this semester and that is the parties.... there hasn't been a single one... meh. ah well life goes on... Thanksgiving should be interesting at Mikes house... yay for that.
Well i think that that is all for now... time to slave away prtecting the people in Vandenberg