im a bitch. but an honest bitch
Jessi and Mandi showed up in NOLA for Halloween and stayed at Dana's house. Good thing we did because Heather and Bridget had the flu, but still wanted us to stay there. And who ever assumes that you are an adult because you live by yourself, work, drink and do drugs is a moron. Everyone who lives on their own would know that it doesn't really matter though if you fall into the category of an adult or teenager, just as long as you are doing what you are doing for yourself and not someone else. People who have to be on one side or the other, people who can not make up their minds seem to be much more SANE in the long run. It’s also really sad that "being cool” is even an issue. We were all young, all striving to belong, when it never really mattered. And when it did matter that's all we cared about. Funny thing about GROWING up. People sit here and look back on how life used to be and bitch moan and complain about it all the time. Well, we all did it. Now its over, so move on.
Now, about marriage and fucking other people and fucking with peoples heads: Fred was before the marriage, so was Chris, so were you, Monica, Brandi, Kelly, Daysha (the girl off the internet. As for them having feelings. Who doesn’t? As for you NOT knowing their sides at all I say this. MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS. It's really easy to attempt to make yourself feel better by attempting to put us/ me down isn't it? And we don't have a fucked up relationship, we aren't together. Where have you been? OH yes, that's right out of our lives. Wouldn't you think there is a reason for that??
Apparently this should be a closed subject (you not knowing either of us) because it has been discussed repetitively for years now. You were just like us, dramatic, strange, and a waste of my time~ you just never wanted to admit it. Open your eyes... NO, you never made me feel important~ and your gifts didn't mean much to me. Even more so that you said that you did it just so I would like and accept you. (Let’s talk about childish) I was not put on this earth looking for your approval of anything or be of any use to you.
You not seeing me won’t be a problem, incase you didn’t catch that gesture at Dana’s.
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Lord, I feel like I should be back in HS. I need to move out. We have girl from work living with us. She is really cool. No, i know what youre thinking..and no, she's straight :) I need to move out. I get jealous still, even though a lot of our break up issues were because of me. Love hurts.
I worked 8 days straight, living off of 4-5 hours a day. Not healthy, my boss let me go early today...a 11 hour shift because my face was twitching ... i dont know if that is normal or not. Good money though. Can't wait for the LOR crowd. I'm excited. I get to see it before anyone else. *UNLESS you got it off the internet** We had people come in, pay $7 just to watch the trailor for lord of the rings then leave. interesting huh?
aright aright. i am off to vegas the 21st of december. and yes im excited. well g'night ...
Now, about marriage and fucking other people and fucking with peoples heads: Fred was before the marriage, so was Chris, so were you, Monica, Brandi, Kelly, Daysha (the girl off the internet. As for them having feelings. Who doesn’t? As for you NOT knowing their sides at all I say this. MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS. It's really easy to attempt to make yourself feel better by attempting to put us/ me down isn't it? And we don't have a fucked up relationship, we aren't together. Where have you been? OH yes, that's right out of our lives. Wouldn't you think there is a reason for that??
Apparently this should be a closed subject (you not knowing either of us) because it has been discussed repetitively for years now. You were just like us, dramatic, strange, and a waste of my time~ you just never wanted to admit it. Open your eyes... NO, you never made me feel important~ and your gifts didn't mean much to me. Even more so that you said that you did it just so I would like and accept you. (Let’s talk about childish) I was not put on this earth looking for your approval of anything or be of any use to you.
You not seeing me won’t be a problem, incase you didn’t catch that gesture at Dana’s.
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Lord, I feel like I should be back in HS. I need to move out. We have girl from work living with us. She is really cool. No, i know what youre thinking..and no, she's straight :) I need to move out. I get jealous still, even though a lot of our break up issues were because of me. Love hurts.
I worked 8 days straight, living off of 4-5 hours a day. Not healthy, my boss let me go early today...a 11 hour shift because my face was twitching ... i dont know if that is normal or not. Good money though. Can't wait for the LOR crowd. I'm excited. I get to see it before anyone else. *UNLESS you got it off the internet** We had people come in, pay $7 just to watch the trailor for lord of the rings then leave. interesting huh?
aright aright. i am off to vegas the 21st of december. and yes im excited. well g'night ...