reality of friendship
so my last entry was obviously mandi lettin out some steam about what happened when she was in new orleans. and, well, i feel the need to support her. to find out that people i considered my friends in high school now talk about me and say they don't understand the whole gay thing and they hated the lesbian drama that went on in high school. fuck you. seriously. fuck me ever being your friend. that hurts. we all had our drama, but i'm more than a fucking lesbian...so is mandi...so is heather...so is bridget, and lisa manina, as are any of my other friends you may know. so what if now you all have your boyfriends and you're happy with your pot head lives. so what if you all "thought" about girls in that way but it WAS only a temporary thing for you. i KNOW for a fact that the two people i'm specifically talking about had little crushes on girls and thought about things like that. but i didn't talk about you for it. i don't say i hated the straight drama that went on in high school. maybe none of you even notice that you're making one of your dancer high school friends who still lives in new orleans feel like an outsider simply because of who she loves. it's ridiculous. life is ridiculous. never thought u to be closed minded. grow up! o yeah...thanks ronnie :)