Missed me?
Wow...where to begin? I have no idea how to start this, per my usual writing routine. I can never, and do I mean never figure out how to start a paper, even if it is a topic I'm reasonably proficient on.
Well, enough of that, much more worthless and completely uneventful material is dying to be mentioned.
Maybe I'll make a list to start with, seems like a good enough way to organize my thoughts.
1)Liz Phair's "Why Can't I" is absolutely amazing when you're b-l-a-z-e-d.
2)My Sacramento Kings are back at .500 with a pretty good 4-4 record considering they started 1-4
3)Hanging out with Alex again, always good. I've missed all the weird things that happen when I'm around you (The scratches at the door and the goddamn hicks tonight) - More on this topic later...
4)I'm almost out of weed, and this makes me very sad.
5)Pretty sure Jessie still won't talk to me. Who knows, I haven't actually tried calling her in maybe a month? I just wish she'd hear me out, I mean, I'm not even the same person I was back then. I think she saw glimpses of it, but who knows. I'm not the same asshole that I was even 2 months ago. Weird how things change...
6)I really want a 2005 Nissan Xterra, because a) They are reasonably cheap b) they are even better offroad than the previous generation, and I've seen how good they are c) 1 up VDB (I'm just kidding, that would be a horrible reason to want a car. Hmmm...sounds like something Willi might think about doing, *sigh* haven't talked to that kid in a while
Ok, that is about all I can conjur at the moment, but it should suffice.
Oh, so chillin with Alex(Ali...sometimes it is really hard to call her Alex), random as always. Feels less awkward though, more natural and not the slight feeling of tension that I think was always there before. I'd have to say that even our conversations have improved substantially. I had a lot of fun just sitting and talking to her for maybe half an hour, which is something I don't think we've ever really done before. That might be what I miss most about Jessie, when we hung out there were never awkward silences, we always had something to talk about, no matter how retarded it might actually have been.
Typing that was a surprisingly emotionally draining experiance, and so now I must drift away into dreamland. Au revoir (did I get that right? I used the translator tool on google...)
Well, enough of that, much more worthless and completely uneventful material is dying to be mentioned.
Maybe I'll make a list to start with, seems like a good enough way to organize my thoughts.
1)Liz Phair's "Why Can't I" is absolutely amazing when you're b-l-a-z-e-d.
2)My Sacramento Kings are back at .500 with a pretty good 4-4 record considering they started 1-4
3)Hanging out with Alex again, always good. I've missed all the weird things that happen when I'm around you (The scratches at the door and the goddamn hicks tonight) - More on this topic later...
4)I'm almost out of weed, and this makes me very sad.
5)Pretty sure Jessie still won't talk to me. Who knows, I haven't actually tried calling her in maybe a month? I just wish she'd hear me out, I mean, I'm not even the same person I was back then. I think she saw glimpses of it, but who knows. I'm not the same asshole that I was even 2 months ago. Weird how things change...
6)I really want a 2005 Nissan Xterra, because a) They are reasonably cheap b) they are even better offroad than the previous generation, and I've seen how good they are c) 1 up VDB (I'm just kidding, that would be a horrible reason to want a car. Hmmm...sounds like something Willi might think about doing, *sigh* haven't talked to that kid in a while
Ok, that is about all I can conjur at the moment, but it should suffice.
Oh, so chillin with Alex(Ali...sometimes it is really hard to call her Alex), random as always. Feels less awkward though, more natural and not the slight feeling of tension that I think was always there before. I'd have to say that even our conversations have improved substantially. I had a lot of fun just sitting and talking to her for maybe half an hour, which is something I don't think we've ever really done before. That might be what I miss most about Jessie, when we hung out there were never awkward silences, we always had something to talk about, no matter how retarded it might actually have been.
Typing that was a surprisingly emotionally draining experiance, and so now I must drift away into dreamland. Au revoir (did I get that right? I used the translator tool on google...)