Longing for a New Lease on Life
Well for all of u who don't knwo i quit my job.......i couldn't deal with bosses talking shit abotu me when i was liek standing 4 foot away......Well i am sick so i can't really skate or do too much right now....i'm so exhausted and tired all day and yesterday as well......man i feel crappy and now new shit has just popped up and made my life even worse then what it already was....i can't deal with this shit ne more......if people dont wanna be a part of my life ne more then they need to just stop talkin abotu me behind my back and tryign to ignore me for soem bullshit reasons......if u dotn liek me that is fien i can deal with it.....if u dotn wanna be around me then dont...... i'm not gonna be offended just a lil upset but i can live with it....i've been alone almost my entire life....when my friends weren't around i was alone.....when my parents were workin i was alone....i've been alone longer then i have ever been aroudn people and i can deal with not having anyone in my life if that is how it has to be......but in the end i have mor eor less givin up on anything dealing with anythign really.....i'm just sick and tired of the shit ne more.....well i am gonan just figure out what i am gonna do since i have been unhappy with my life and unhappy with how things have been going......i've been feelin so shitty being sick and now this happens well aw well life sux and i guess i will make it through it liek i always do....well Blessed Be and ~ Live wit Breath , Roll til Death~.....Peace