Dec 07, 2009 01:01
I'm trying so hard to feel alright about everything. To be happy again. It's all a state of mind, right? If true happiness is a real thing, then so is true unhappiness. Yin and Yang. Karmic balance. As happy as I was in the year and a half living back at home, I have nothing tangible to show for it. I'm back in school and I'm back to being miserable. Clearly I'm on the wrong path; a self-destructive one. I just don't know any other way out.