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Really? Yeah, I really am that stupid. I don't know how I can be such a bad judge of character. I always let my emotions cloud my judgment. I pride myself on being reasonable and understanding yet I apparently am incapable of learning from all of my past mistakes. Her?? Of course it's not possible. Sure, I feel betrayed. Yes, it's probably the most hurtful feeling I know. On top of all that I come to realize that I'm the fucking idiot for thinking that I could find anyone worth it in this city. I wish I could say I was getting used to being alone but this sort of thing proves how weak I am. I got my hopes up so fucking fast that I am truly ashamed of myself. Wisdom is apparently not my virtue.