Begining of Semester
You know what I have noticed?
Every year I follow a general pattern. Beginings I am always uptight and hyper critical of everything and everyone.
I think it's because I want myself to be mentally and physically ready for everything... and when others are slackasses, it reminds me of what I usually am when i let my motivation gaurd down for a second: a slackass. isn't that what people do the most? They pick on people because 1) makes them feel better and 2) they want to make it apperant to at least themselves that others have the exact same issues as themselves.
Continuing with the pattern... After about 3 weeks of being uptight, the stick that has found a place in my ass falls out and I relax.
My life is definately like a movie. I can see whats going on, and just like in a craptastic horror flick, i know that I shouldnt turn that corner, because some psycho clown has a butcher knife and is about to plunge it into my ba.... but i digress.
I know i shouldnt do things, but i just keep going.
Resolution: Chill the fuck out eric. People like kinder people. Be the person you are on the inside, on the outside.
I've known about my tendancy to be an ass for a while, but for some reason some new friends with a fresh perspective to help me check myself. thanks.
*yawn* nap time? i'm a good person in my dreams ;).
Every year I follow a general pattern. Beginings I am always uptight and hyper critical of everything and everyone.
I think it's because I want myself to be mentally and physically ready for everything... and when others are slackasses, it reminds me of what I usually am when i let my motivation gaurd down for a second: a slackass. isn't that what people do the most? They pick on people because 1) makes them feel better and 2) they want to make it apperant to at least themselves that others have the exact same issues as themselves.
Continuing with the pattern... After about 3 weeks of being uptight, the stick that has found a place in my ass falls out and I relax.
My life is definately like a movie. I can see whats going on, and just like in a craptastic horror flick, i know that I shouldnt turn that corner, because some psycho clown has a butcher knife and is about to plunge it into my ba.... but i digress.
I know i shouldnt do things, but i just keep going.
Resolution: Chill the fuck out eric. People like kinder people. Be the person you are on the inside, on the outside.
I've known about my tendancy to be an ass for a while, but for some reason some new friends with a fresh perspective to help me check myself. thanks.
*yawn* nap time? i'm a good person in my dreams ;).