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Well it looks as though I might be spending a night at my friends in NYC. I also might be goin on a skiing trip in January. It looks like I am doin lotsa stuff lately. It feels good. It costs a metric buttload of money, but hey... i only get to be a careless teen for another 3 months...
So i drove around my county and drank Dunkin Donuts coffee and talked to an old friend today. I got all "teen WB drama" sappy today. I parked at the beach after my mom was being a retard and just looked at the stars and the water for a while contemplating life.
I realized how confused I am. I am good at math and science, but I want to talk to people, and get them to laugh and be excited about something I am excited about. That sounds a lot like business. I want to be happy, but rich as well. I have so many aspiriations, but then as I was lookin at the moon and stars and water, I felt so happy and i didn't notice that i was lookin at them in my crappy clothes and beat down car. So what is more important?
Yea, see what I mean? Crappy Sappy stuff you should find on Dawson's Creek or some crap.
Today I was talkin to my old friend who doesn't go to college. He is 19 and a half and he works at CVS. He is currently dating a 17 yr old and is having the best sex of his life. (A very sex-filled life). Now sometimes I envy this bastard. He lives in a town by the water, is self sufficient and has a wonderful sex life with someone he really likes. He does what he wants, and doesn't have much but basically gets what little pleasures he wants. He doesn't have High aim, so he doesnt have to worry about not getting that beamer. I sometimes wish i didnt want the finer things... I want to be a CVS dude sometimes....
So i drove around my county and drank Dunkin Donuts coffee and talked to an old friend today. I got all "teen WB drama" sappy today. I parked at the beach after my mom was being a retard and just looked at the stars and the water for a while contemplating life.
I realized how confused I am. I am good at math and science, but I want to talk to people, and get them to laugh and be excited about something I am excited about. That sounds a lot like business. I want to be happy, but rich as well. I have so many aspiriations, but then as I was lookin at the moon and stars and water, I felt so happy and i didn't notice that i was lookin at them in my crappy clothes and beat down car. So what is more important?
Yea, see what I mean? Crappy Sappy stuff you should find on Dawson's Creek or some crap.
Today I was talkin to my old friend who doesn't go to college. He is 19 and a half and he works at CVS. He is currently dating a 17 yr old and is having the best sex of his life. (A very sex-filled life). Now sometimes I envy this bastard. He lives in a town by the water, is self sufficient and has a wonderful sex life with someone he really likes. He does what he wants, and doesn't have much but basically gets what little pleasures he wants. He doesn't have High aim, so he doesnt have to worry about not getting that beamer. I sometimes wish i didnt want the finer things... I want to be a CVS dude sometimes....