randomness
be warned: nothing in this entry has anything to do with anything else.
also, nothing will be coherent.
ready? go.
i hate when i have dreams about someone, and it changes my perception of them, you know? it's like they're a totally different person in my head, and that's the person i like. it kinda sucks, and generally ends in disappointment (at least at my end) sorry if that doesn't make sense; i'm not really sure how to explain it
my college search sucks. i thought this was supposed to be exciting, but i find myself crying more often than not. it's so stressful, and my parents and i can't seem to reach a good compromise. i'd like something small and artsy (oberlin, perhaps?); my mom wants somewhere "normal" (read: u of toledo). it sucks
today, i have managed to watch episodes of arrested development (which is the best comedy show ever, and shame on all of you for not watching it), scrubs (zach braff is amazing. and it's really funny as well), and buffy (yes, i am weird. but it's so good!!). i feel very unproductive.
i want to do more socially, but it's so hard. i know no one, and no one knows me. and meeting people is so awkward. i hate it. i never know what to say, and ever time i open my mouth i end up sounding dumb. (like josh said, i smush words together to create my own unique pronunciations).
also, i'm sick of trying to help jeff with his homework. the kid doesn't even know to put a period at the end of a quote. and his math is awful. and the worst part is that older people aren't much better. this kid in class today spelled censor with an s, and i've gotten papers back that say "awsome." it's really sad.
so yeah. i'm done complaining (for now at least)
also, nothing will be coherent.
ready? go.
i hate when i have dreams about someone, and it changes my perception of them, you know? it's like they're a totally different person in my head, and that's the person i like. it kinda sucks, and generally ends in disappointment (at least at my end) sorry if that doesn't make sense; i'm not really sure how to explain it
my college search sucks. i thought this was supposed to be exciting, but i find myself crying more often than not. it's so stressful, and my parents and i can't seem to reach a good compromise. i'd like something small and artsy (oberlin, perhaps?); my mom wants somewhere "normal" (read: u of toledo). it sucks
today, i have managed to watch episodes of arrested development (which is the best comedy show ever, and shame on all of you for not watching it), scrubs (zach braff is amazing. and it's really funny as well), and buffy (yes, i am weird. but it's so good!!). i feel very unproductive.
i want to do more socially, but it's so hard. i know no one, and no one knows me. and meeting people is so awkward. i hate it. i never know what to say, and ever time i open my mouth i end up sounding dumb. (like josh said, i smush words together to create my own unique pronunciations).
also, i'm sick of trying to help jeff with his homework. the kid doesn't even know to put a period at the end of a quote. and his math is awful. and the worst part is that older people aren't much better. this kid in class today spelled censor with an s, and i've gotten papers back that say "awsome." it's really sad.
so yeah. i'm done complaining (for now at least)