StudyBreak
---EMO DESU!---
I talked to my dad the other day about the reason I was crying last Thursday (hey friends XD). I usually don't like sharing stuff like that with my dad or my mom because more often than not, they'd have something insensitive or accusing to say before I even finish my story. However, I felt really terrible and I hadn't gotten over my chenes so I felt that I had to talk to someone again.
I talked for about 10 minutes straight. I was so into it and angry, I didn't notice until later that I dropped a few cuss words that my parents didn't know I used yet. Surprisingly, the whole time, my dad was quiet and I thought that he was concentrating on making sure that we didn't hit stuff during the drive home. About a minute after I finished bitching, my dad laughed and faced me.
"Anak, para kang pulitikong nagpa-apekto sa power play."
I raised an eyebrow and felt stupid. "Ano?" O_O
Then my dad went on to explain that what I felt was completely justified. He said my problem is what happens in real life, that assholes do exist and that the only way to beat them was to show them they were wrong without harming my person. However, he also added that I shouldn't even have these problems in high school. Power playing and work politics didn't suit high school kids who were supposed to worry about studying and what to do on the internet.
I don't know. Pero ewan, nakakainis kasi my dad's kind of right. Ayoko nga lang maniwala. I hate to think that growing up is synonymous to facing judgmental people and dealing with their shit. I hate to think that real life means seeing people who you thought were your friends turn into complete jerks to feed their own insecurities. Parang kasi when people "grow up" they show their most immature selves and make the people around them as childish as they are. Hindi naman bagay to sa mga kasabay kong lumaki sa school.
Bakit ba nagmamadali?
Bakit ba gusto na ng mga tao maging gago?
Pwede bang act your age na lang?
Kasi malapit naman na tayong lumaki. Save your assholery for college or the workforce. That's where they need "grownups". High school kids need high school kids who care.
On that note, I'd like to thank my dad for being an adult/non-adult in this conversation. I really appreciate it.
And to my awesome friends too who get this problem XD
---END EMO DESU!---
In other news: GO PAULIWORLD 0809~! That CMMA is well-deserved >:D<
In other other news: exams and presscon week. Next week, Australia and New Zealand. HAAAAAAAY. I can' t believe I'm going to miss INFERNO and MUSIC and SocSci Bulletin Board :((:(( And I still don't know how I'm going to take my Tuesday exams either D: ASFDKLASJFASKLJ F
In news more other than those prior: TRESE BOOK THREE <3333 Came in the mail last Friday, signed by Mr. Budjette Tan and Mr. Kajo Baldisimo with extra art! *squee* I love it so much (KAMBAL BACKSTORY IS WIN <3) XD Buti na lang pinilit ako ni dad magpreorder noong book fair :D I'm out of the loop nang sobra in many of my fandoms na D: The latest lulz is from SuJu pa, Yesung and his musical and his panget costume XD I have to make time for them some time (next week? haha).
OK tama na, mag-aaral na ako. Academic Honors please ;_:
Here's to your lovely eyes :D
I talked to my dad the other day about the reason I was crying last Thursday (hey friends XD). I usually don't like sharing stuff like that with my dad or my mom because more often than not, they'd have something insensitive or accusing to say before I even finish my story. However, I felt really terrible and I hadn't gotten over my chenes so I felt that I had to talk to someone again.
I talked for about 10 minutes straight. I was so into it and angry, I didn't notice until later that I dropped a few cuss words that my parents didn't know I used yet. Surprisingly, the whole time, my dad was quiet and I thought that he was concentrating on making sure that we didn't hit stuff during the drive home. About a minute after I finished bitching, my dad laughed and faced me.
"Anak, para kang pulitikong nagpa-apekto sa power play."
I raised an eyebrow and felt stupid. "Ano?" O_O
Then my dad went on to explain that what I felt was completely justified. He said my problem is what happens in real life, that assholes do exist and that the only way to beat them was to show them they were wrong without harming my person. However, he also added that I shouldn't even have these problems in high school. Power playing and work politics didn't suit high school kids who were supposed to worry about studying and what to do on the internet.
I don't know. Pero ewan, nakakainis kasi my dad's kind of right. Ayoko nga lang maniwala. I hate to think that growing up is synonymous to facing judgmental people and dealing with their shit. I hate to think that real life means seeing people who you thought were your friends turn into complete jerks to feed their own insecurities. Parang kasi when people "grow up" they show their most immature selves and make the people around them as childish as they are. Hindi naman bagay to sa mga kasabay kong lumaki sa school.
Bakit ba nagmamadali?
Bakit ba gusto na ng mga tao maging gago?
Pwede bang act your age na lang?
Kasi malapit naman na tayong lumaki. Save your assholery for college or the workforce. That's where they need "grownups". High school kids need high school kids who care.
On that note, I'd like to thank my dad for being an adult/non-adult in this conversation. I really appreciate it.
And to my awesome friends too who get this problem XD
---END EMO DESU!---
In other news: GO PAULIWORLD 0809~! That CMMA is well-deserved >:D<
In other other news: exams and presscon week. Next week, Australia and New Zealand. HAAAAAAAY. I can' t believe I'm going to miss INFERNO and MUSIC and SocSci Bulletin Board :((:(( And I still don't know how I'm going to take my Tuesday exams either D: ASFDKLASJFASKLJ F
In news more other than those prior: TRESE BOOK THREE <3333 Came in the mail last Friday, signed by Mr. Budjette Tan and Mr. Kajo Baldisimo with extra art! *squee* I love it so much (KAMBAL BACKSTORY IS WIN <3) XD Buti na lang pinilit ako ni dad magpreorder noong book fair :D I'm out of the loop nang sobra in many of my fandoms na D: The latest lulz is from SuJu pa, Yesung and his musical and his panget costume XD I have to make time for them some time (next week? haha).
OK tama na, mag-aaral na ako. Academic Honors please ;_:
Here's to your lovely eyes :D