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[moronic_rose]

ahhh, just had a purge. i feel heaps better now. i had forgotten how easy it is for me to throw up! yay

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[blue_isnt_red]

Rose,
I have to find that study!
I went to a Mental Hospital when I was 17 (tricked, more like) and I came out with all these crazy diagnoses... I think that hospital notes are most definitely fucked up in many ways. I hated it because it felt like everything I did was a "behaviour"... I'm sure you understand where I'm coming from on this! :)
Good luck with your dinner tomorrow. Try not to purge Indian food if it's spicy (ow!).
Hugs,
Skellington

[moronic_rose]

thanks hun! ive never thrown up spicy food before, so thanks for the advice!

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[moronic_rose]

hun, i totally understand! many of the behaviours i had in hospital were described as attention seeking and innapropriate. espoecially the first time i was in there. much of the time i had little idea what i was doing, didnt know how to ask for help, or was simply bored. i get nervous and giggly when asked about my feelings, so would often say i felt suicidal, whilst having a nervous smile on my face. needless to say, the nurses didnt take too well to this... i was transported all over the place, staying in 3 separate psychiatric hospitals over 5 days, and was discharged on grounds of hospitals making my condition worse. duh.... the second time was marginally better