(no subject)
you talk to me and i talk back. i hear myself sounding fine. i hear myself okay and calm.
but in reality there is this bursting feeling of something boiling in panic.
i wanna feel better...just wanna forget. but it just reccurs to me like a speeding bullet.
something hurting my chest, my heart...this beating and trampling of mind.
i smile while deep down i feel everything about to crumble in my world.
i don't know what might happen, what i'm doing...
where i'll place myself. where i'll find myself standing at the end of the day.
lost of way.
what can i do?
it's just there to stay, isn't it?
:( peace out.
but in reality there is this bursting feeling of something boiling in panic.
i wanna feel better...just wanna forget. but it just reccurs to me like a speeding bullet.
something hurting my chest, my heart...this beating and trampling of mind.
i smile while deep down i feel everything about to crumble in my world.
i don't know what might happen, what i'm doing...
where i'll place myself. where i'll find myself standing at the end of the day.
lost of way.
what can i do?
it's just there to stay, isn't it?
:( peace out.