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I know I haven't posted for a while but I need to rant.
I got all dressed up, and finally felt like I was looking fione, but for what? I didnt really want to dance with any guys, I just wanted to look hot. I danced with my two girlfriends, who, coincidentally have their boyfriends here for VDay and was looking and feeling like the odd person out, but really I was fine. I liked a couple of the guys there and could have totally danced with them but I just, I dunno, I think I'm afraid of guys, I hate grinding, its boring and especially here at Wes is never JUST dancing. I don't know whats wrong with me, I finally get male attention and I bail. As soon as I turned a second (really cute and short) looking guy down for a dance I felt bad. But really, I just don't like dancing with guys (although I LOOVEE dancing with girls) I get so scared and bored at the same time. *sigh* now, I'm here back in my room after I scurried away from eclectic. I dunno what this means..
I got all dressed up, and finally felt like I was looking fione, but for what? I didnt really want to dance with any guys, I just wanted to look hot. I danced with my two girlfriends, who, coincidentally have their boyfriends here for VDay and was looking and feeling like the odd person out, but really I was fine. I liked a couple of the guys there and could have totally danced with them but I just, I dunno, I think I'm afraid of guys, I hate grinding, its boring and especially here at Wes is never JUST dancing. I don't know whats wrong with me, I finally get male attention and I bail. As soon as I turned a second (really cute and short) looking guy down for a dance I felt bad. But really, I just don't like dancing with guys (although I LOOVEE dancing with girls) I get so scared and bored at the same time. *sigh* now, I'm here back in my room after I scurried away from eclectic. I dunno what this means..