UGH
Wow, in the middle of making one of the toughest decisions of my life. Sometimes I wonder if I'm just doing the wrong thing right now. While I'm happy at times, then there are nights like Saturday, when I saw him and just wasn't sure if I wanted to do it anymore. Maybe we've just been together too long or now I've finally realized and it just took being away to notice that. I know that I have something else that would be really great, but it doesn't help to feel like shit about that either (which is all I ever feel about it anymore).
Genny was absolutely right. No matter how much you don't like or have regrets about being with the first person you really care about, it's so hard to even think about breaking things off. And it really is. I really need someone to make a decision for me and do everything for me! I also need a whole lot of strength.
Genny was absolutely right. No matter how much you don't like or have regrets about being with the first person you really care about, it's so hard to even think about breaking things off. And it really is. I really need someone to make a decision for me and do everything for me! I also need a whole lot of strength.