May 11, 2005 00:30
camping is basically the most amazing this ever in the history of amazing things. there were so many people there with us that it made one of the best trips there ever. im sooooo happy Ryan's mommy,sister and brother all came to join in on the fun. it was a good opportunity for my mom and his mom to really get to know eachother more and to spend quality time together. i got to see an old child hood friend as well which wasnt the best thing ever but im glad to see that she is some what ok (ha ha) but her boyfriend on the other hand...now thats a different story. what a fucking weirdo. slept alllll fucking day, only waking up to drink or smoke, or to talk about how he has a full head of grey hair at the age of 22. ew.
a dying dreams show last night was nothing short of amazing. that was their best show...sounding wise by far. the show up was good and im glad people responded well to them. i know that in no time they will be huge, touring 9 months out of the year. and i will be right here with them cheering them on the whole time, like i always have. im so glad our friends come out to support them. it means a lot to the band and a lot to me to see that. i know Ryan is stoked on it too. just seeing the grin on his face and seeing the excitement in his eyes, thats enough to keep me going for a life time. the random fight...so silly, but im glad to see how much our friends stand up for eachother. (but its funny to see how much they can stab eachother in the back and not care at all about it haha wierd?) Jason buttler is basically amazing. he was sooooo funny when that shit went down. he was more black that night then i have ever see him EVER. well def in my top 3 jason being black as fuck moments. amazing.
I LOVE:
ryan
kat
heather
jo/yo
bryan
vigil
josh/yosh
jason b/yason b
randall
jess bro
just to name a few. seriously these kids make my life complete. i dont need anything else. i love you guys thank you so much for being a part of my life and allowing me to be apart of yours. it truely means a lot to me and i will take all of our friendships to the grave. <3