Jul 27, 2005 21:35
im really upset.. ive looked.. everywhere.. and I cannot find those stupid tickets for anything.. I have no idea what to do. And we're supposed to be selling more tomorrow.. 2 of jessies friends, a couple girls from wilmont. i need to call kenny.. and brandon's getting one.. and all this good stuff.. and I had to be a freaking screw up and lose them. :( Im ssoooo upset right now.. like..i wanna cry..
but.. Chuck is the sweetest guy ever..
atthedrivein888 (8:13:27 PM): I would even sing the backstreet boys to you to make youfeel better.. Haha
he's so amazing.like..the best ever.
I love being with him. And I know that we can be trusted together.. i love that so much..
I also love emiley and kyle.. theyre so effing cute.. he makes her really happy.. I really hope things work out between them. <333
but anyway..
I guess this is all for now.
oh wait..
Im calling Denton tomorrow..
I came to an important conclusion when I was talking to Nicole. so no one has to worry about anything "happening"
ohxxxthexemotion: i dont know..im pretty sure that if i saw him.. nothing would make me feel that way again..i mean.. okay.. ill admit this right now.yes. i love him... but.. thats only bc we used to share EVERYTHING.. he knew more about me than amanda and ashley ... my best friends .. theres no way you can be that close to someone, and not love them.
ohxxxthexemotion: even if its not the romantic way..
ohxxxthexemotion: i do not love him romatically..
ohxxxthexemotion: i just love him. i care about him more than i do myself sometimes..
ohxxxthexemotion: i would do anything for him.. but not bc i want him to be my boyfriend.
Swimchic8909: So...romantically...you don't love him anymore?
ohxxxthexemotion: no.i dont.
ohxxxthexemotion: i have no desire to be like that with him again.. at all.
Swimchic8909: Ok...that's good...and anyways...you have that adorable little charles
ohxxxthexemotion: i dont know why..i guess bc i did actually move on. but yeah.. im happy where i am.. and i want to keep it that way.
ssoooo. I just want to know whats been going on with him, and make sure he's okay.. what Bryan Collett said yesterday has me a little worried.
alright. adios.
oh yeah..
bands Im currently in love with::
The Spill Canvas.. I hate you Emiley..
Badly Drawn Boy <3333
Juliana Theory
Death Cab For Cutie