hummm
Well... the Monday of Fall's Creek he asked me out.. that morning.
Fall's Creek was amazing.. at first.. I was so worried about everything else to work on my own relationship with God.. but.. Friday night hit me hard..I know, kinda late..since we were leaving the very next day... But, that didn't matter..
God spoke to me insanely.. I cried like.. a ton.. This past year.. man.. I've screwed up a whole lot, even after the commitment I made at Fall's Creek last year..it didn't last long.. But I know that it's different this time. eesh. Iono..
But yeah.. so things are going.. like..amazingly great. Charles and Lucas came over yesterday to go to evening church.. that was nice.. both getting to see him and church. even though it lasted super longer than it was supposed to. oh well.
So..I guess Emiley is right.. it's probably not a good idea to try and get even somewhat close to Denton again right now.. I know I say I wouldn't leave Chuck for him, but she's right.. I will always love him at least a little bit.. I don't want anything jeapordizing what I have with Chuck. I like him ssoooo much. <3
I just miss having him to talk to.. he gave me so much advice about everything.. iono.. I guess I'll hold off though.
bleh.. okay.. Im going to get to hang out with emiley tonight.. Im happy. :) I know even though we get..iono.. sometimes.. I still love her to death. aahhh. yessss
Fall's Creek was amazing.. at first.. I was so worried about everything else to work on my own relationship with God.. but.. Friday night hit me hard..I know, kinda late..since we were leaving the very next day... But, that didn't matter..
God spoke to me insanely.. I cried like.. a ton.. This past year.. man.. I've screwed up a whole lot, even after the commitment I made at Fall's Creek last year..it didn't last long.. But I know that it's different this time. eesh. Iono..
But yeah.. so things are going.. like..amazingly great. Charles and Lucas came over yesterday to go to evening church.. that was nice.. both getting to see him and church. even though it lasted super longer than it was supposed to. oh well.
So..I guess Emiley is right.. it's probably not a good idea to try and get even somewhat close to Denton again right now.. I know I say I wouldn't leave Chuck for him, but she's right.. I will always love him at least a little bit.. I don't want anything jeapordizing what I have with Chuck. I like him ssoooo much. <3
I just miss having him to talk to.. he gave me so much advice about everything.. iono.. I guess I'll hold off though.
bleh.. okay.. Im going to get to hang out with emiley tonight.. Im happy. :) I know even though we get..iono.. sometimes.. I still love her to death. aahhh. yessss