fears
Im afraid of wasps and bees.
Im afraid of hieghts.
Im afraid of haunted houses ((the fake set up kind where people dress up and scare you)).
Im afraid of the dark.
Im afraid of cancer.
Im afraid of choking in my sleep.
Im afraid of steak knives
but I just realized one of the most strange fears I have.
I'm afraid to have a child because there's a chance it could come out.. retarded. or have something physically wrong with it.
It's arm could be fused to its side.
or something equally as weird.
it could be born premature and have to be put in an incubator and might not live.
Or it could just be a still-birth.
Not have even one moment of life.
and that scares the crap out of me.
I don't know why.
But I highly doubt I'll have children.
and if I do.
I'm going to be the most cautious pregnant lady in the world.
ksrhgfkseuyf liauyfiseuayf IM SO WEIRD.
<3
Im afraid of hieghts.
Im afraid of haunted houses ((the fake set up kind where people dress up and scare you)).
Im afraid of the dark.
Im afraid of cancer.
Im afraid of choking in my sleep.
Im afraid of steak knives
but I just realized one of the most strange fears I have.
I'm afraid to have a child because there's a chance it could come out.. retarded. or have something physically wrong with it.
It's arm could be fused to its side.
or something equally as weird.
it could be born premature and have to be put in an incubator and might not live.
Or it could just be a still-birth.
Not have even one moment of life.
and that scares the crap out of me.
I don't know why.
But I highly doubt I'll have children.
and if I do.
I'm going to be the most cautious pregnant lady in the world.
ksrhgfkseuyf liauyfiseuayf IM SO WEIRD.
<3