I will slam my damn door as much as I please, you know why... it's MY door so shut up
this weekend has been a strange twist of mood swings accompainied by the rare smile and and somewhat innocent look on my face... lets see where do I begin...
friday night--- ended up feeling physically and emotionally regected for most of the night. cried a lot. then everything was fine. again. tear my heart out chew it up into a million pieces and spit it out. then once I'm finally to a point emotionally that I can't even begin to explain tape it back together present it to me with a smile on your face and say what I want to hear... It works every time
saturday--- pretty good night over all. I think my manic state played a huge part in that. But really, a good night.
sunday--- worked all freaking day only to see you and emotional regection is what greeted me... followed by physical. annnd now.....
PASTA
friday night--- ended up feeling physically and emotionally regected for most of the night. cried a lot. then everything was fine. again. tear my heart out chew it up into a million pieces and spit it out. then once I'm finally to a point emotionally that I can't even begin to explain tape it back together present it to me with a smile on your face and say what I want to hear... It works every time
saturday--- pretty good night over all. I think my manic state played a huge part in that. But really, a good night.
sunday--- worked all freaking day only to see you and emotional regection is what greeted me... followed by physical. annnd now.....
PASTA