Aug 12, 2004 22:02
i didnt do anything wrong, but he doesnt believe me. he believes a lie. why do i not care rite now? i lost it over this last nite. now i feel nothing. can i even be friends w/ him again if he wont even believe me? me, the most truthful person. he knos i cant lie, that it makes me feel sick inside to lie to anyone, esp a person i care about. but he believes someone else. someone who ive caught lying many times. someone i cant trust anymore.
good lord im so fucking emo for posting about this in my lj