hits and misses
i've been staring at this page for five minutes but i can't come up with an extended metaphor to ambiguously describe things.
so.
i'm thankful for:
my family's active participation in my life and constant support.
my friends. my friends who have stuck around, my friends who left, and my friends whom i rarely see.
love. being loved, loving, wanting to love.
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last night was the highly anticipated turkey night. lauren and i met up with ben, travis, tarr, and ray at the wave. tyler joined us. i had a wonderful night. i saw a lot of people i wanted to see and i got to see people i never wanted to see after the high school days...meh, it was turkey night.
i said a lot of things that i probably should regret or apologize for, but i feel okay about it. i said some things that needed to be said. who knows what will happen next.
i realized that there are things to be appreciated. little things. i appreciate that i can go out and see people i know...even the annoying ones..it brings about the whole "remember when..." followed by a story from better days. and shit, i had those days and i still do. and the fact that i have people i can honestly say i love. i don't throw it around easily. how fucking lucky i am. thank you, thank you, thank you.
happy thanksgiving.
so.
i'm thankful for:
my family's active participation in my life and constant support.
my friends. my friends who have stuck around, my friends who left, and my friends whom i rarely see.
love. being loved, loving, wanting to love.
***
last night was the highly anticipated turkey night. lauren and i met up with ben, travis, tarr, and ray at the wave. tyler joined us. i had a wonderful night. i saw a lot of people i wanted to see and i got to see people i never wanted to see after the high school days...meh, it was turkey night.
i said a lot of things that i probably should regret or apologize for, but i feel okay about it. i said some things that needed to be said. who knows what will happen next.
i realized that there are things to be appreciated. little things. i appreciate that i can go out and see people i know...even the annoying ones..it brings about the whole "remember when..." followed by a story from better days. and shit, i had those days and i still do. and the fact that i have people i can honestly say i love. i don't throw it around easily. how fucking lucky i am. thank you, thank you, thank you.
happy thanksgiving.