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So I got like 10 hours of sleep last night and wasn't even planning on that. I ate dinner when I got home yesterday, sat down and did a little cleaning up my room, and hit the bed to watch some tv and ended up passing out right around nine. My phone rang and I was too lazy to get up right away so I eventually made it up and realized Jen had called me. I thought she might be calling to say she'd changed her mind and might crash here tonight so I called her back and found out the concert she drove up here for was sold out and that she was on her way back to charleston. I felt so bad but I guess there wasn't much to really do about it. Anyway, five minutes later I was out again and didn't wake up until 730 this morning. We're supposed to go look at knobs and stuff for the kitchen cabinets in the new house but mom has been working on her damn checkbook all morning cause something happened and the bank screwed up something and she can't figure out what. We've both told her to leave it alone because there's nothing she can do until tomorrow. During that whole thing I had a minor breakdown because I don't know if I'm going to be able to handle school or not. I don't know if I should go and try it and if it doesn't work then drop one of my two classes or if I should just work for a semester and figure out if I can handle both or not or what because I don't want to go into more debt trying to figure it all out. Let's just say the student loan I had to take out last year set all that off. But school is what's normal for me and I'm craving normalcy like mad because things have been far from it for so long. I'm ready to get back into things again and do what I have to do. Guess that's about it. I'll figure something out.