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So what's going on people? No one really comments on any of my journals. I mean, come one, I'm know I'm boring, but you'd think SOMEONE would have SOMETHING to say! What's up with this silence?
Anyway, today I broke down totally and cried and ranted and was totally P.O.ed at the world, and then I was ok. Ash and Mercedes were all trying to make sure I was gonna be ok, and I wasn't but I'm fine now. That is until I forget my meds again. But whatever, I'm going to forget my meds on purpose from now on because I do not want to lean on them for emotional reassurance. I want to know I am ok without needing a pill. I'm already on strattera and seeing a chiropractor every month for my back. It's not like I need any more material STUFF to get well. Gah!
Yeah, so that's my life right now. In the pits, because it seems like no one is out there. Not to sound like I'm complaining, but WHERE ARE YOU GUYS?
Anyway, today I broke down totally and cried and ranted and was totally P.O.ed at the world, and then I was ok. Ash and Mercedes were all trying to make sure I was gonna be ok, and I wasn't but I'm fine now. That is until I forget my meds again. But whatever, I'm going to forget my meds on purpose from now on because I do not want to lean on them for emotional reassurance. I want to know I am ok without needing a pill. I'm already on strattera and seeing a chiropractor every month for my back. It's not like I need any more material STUFF to get well. Gah!
Yeah, so that's my life right now. In the pits, because it seems like no one is out there. Not to sound like I'm complaining, but WHERE ARE YOU GUYS?