And slowly life returns to my version of normal...

Dec 17, 2009 18:47

I only have one more test! Thank goodness.

Though I have to be honest that I haven’t really been studying for them. I have a 90% average in all my classes and it’s really hard to focus when there is no possible way for me to fail. Actually it’s really hard me to focus as a general rule so you can see my difficulty.

I’ve been at home for the most part the last few days and I finally managed to do some crafty stuff which made me feel so much better. I’ve been dying for a project the last little while and yesterday I went craft master all over a full face mask. I’m really happy with it.

I also made up a gift basket for my Dad to give away and that also turned out really nice. My payment for that task turned out to be a pack of white computer paper my Dad’s work had sent him by mistake (we have way too much paper) so Dad gave it to me for my room. He was shocked by how happy this made me but honestly having my own pack of white paper for my printer is going to be sweet, it will last me FOREVER! I know, I know simple minds yada yada... but you know what I say to that? Simple pleasures mean I’m always happy =D

I was suppose to get a TB test done today in preparation for my Practicum but I didn’t have the correct Immunization forms so I’m off to pick that up pretty quick. I’m going to stop at Dollarama for more crafty supplies. Crafting really does make me feel good and it takes my mind off school and practicum so that’s good, I really don’t want to be sitting at home stressing right now.

I’m not sure who all knows and who doesn’t but I’ll take a moment to officially announce that I broke up with Robin. Long story short, he liked me more than I liked him, as is usually the case. I was feeling down on myself after because it feels like there’s never been any guy who I’ve liked enough to want to spend a ton of time with him. I was talking to Twyla and she told me something very awesome and wise. She said that I’ll know I’ve found the guy of my dreams when I’m willing to give up anything and everything to be with him. I guess I’m gonna go back to just being patient. But, honestly I find myself being less eager to go out with just any guy who shows an interest.

*Sigh* Dating is hard.

I’m looking forward to the Christmas vacation, I miss being able to get up in the morning and have nowhere I need to be or nothing I need to do. Of course that tends to drive me crazy after an extended period but it’ll be bliss for a little while.

Ricki and I got together to bake cookies and work on her Christmas cards. I addressed them and decorated the envelops, they turned out beautifully! Funny fact about me, I adore addressing things and filling out forms! Crazy right? I can't explain it, but give me a nice pen and a pile of forms or envelopes and I'm happy. We had a great time, I'm looking forward to being able to spend more time with my awesome friends. I think one of the reasons why I'm so hesitant in relationships is because I don't feel like I'm missing anything. I have my wonderful friends and family and I'm never lonely and I don't feel like anything is missing. It's not a bad thing but still...man, life is complicated.

I got my hair cut today and I’m so happy at how cute I look. My hair was in desperate need of a cut and I’m feeling a little more like myself now that it’s a little less unruly.

I’m excited to see all of you on Monday for the Christmas party, now I’m off to do important Craft Master things!

Merry Christmas!

christmas, daycare, school, love

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