nothing at all new..
i talk to gerry now.. i have for awhile.. i guess i kept forgettting that.. anywho. his mom had a heart attack last week and we went to see her in the hospital.. i left that out in the ranting i guess..
but anywho. nothing really to new. ive been thinkin alot about me and dave lately.. sometimes i dunno, but then other times it feels right.. Me and him have been talking bout this. so hopefully we get through this bump. if not we better be friends instead of him jut stop talkin to me evevn thou i tried so hard last time to be his friend... i just gave up, so i am partial to blame.. we're in a scare right now. theres a possibility that we could be pregnant.. ehhh.. part of me would be excited but the other part is kicking me in the ass... i duno.. me and dave might not work out and we both know it. so thats just a huge factor in this..
i think heather might be pregnant agian or tryin to get pregnant.. becuz she revealedto me while fucked up that her and josh r thinkin of different baby names.. maybe its for the future..maybe its for like now.. i dunno.. havent been able to actually talk to her about it..
went to the doctors yesterday for my damn nose.. sinus infection great somethingi didnt l know.. yea ok.. sandra kept takin fucking picture of my chins, all becuz i was sick..
sandra put a picture on my - space from prom and it made me realize how much weight i have actually gained.. i hate it..
must go making coffee and need to call amanda so we can enjoy just lady time
but anywho. nothing really to new. ive been thinkin alot about me and dave lately.. sometimes i dunno, but then other times it feels right.. Me and him have been talking bout this. so hopefully we get through this bump. if not we better be friends instead of him jut stop talkin to me evevn thou i tried so hard last time to be his friend... i just gave up, so i am partial to blame.. we're in a scare right now. theres a possibility that we could be pregnant.. ehhh.. part of me would be excited but the other part is kicking me in the ass... i duno.. me and dave might not work out and we both know it. so thats just a huge factor in this..
i think heather might be pregnant agian or tryin to get pregnant.. becuz she revealedto me while fucked up that her and josh r thinkin of different baby names.. maybe its for the future..maybe its for like now.. i dunno.. havent been able to actually talk to her about it..
went to the doctors yesterday for my damn nose.. sinus infection great somethingi didnt l know.. yea ok.. sandra kept takin fucking picture of my chins, all becuz i was sick..
sandra put a picture on my - space from prom and it made me realize how much weight i have actually gained.. i hate it..
must go making coffee and need to call amanda so we can enjoy just lady time