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Remember a few entries ago i was saying something about 'deep thoughts and shitz.' Well i remembered them! Wootness.
Krista had her baby recently. Which is kinda weird. I mean, like it's put my life into a sort of perspective. I'm not a kid anymore, I'm not even a teenager anymore, I'm an adult. It's weird to think that I could be in that situation, I could be having a baby. When i heard the news that Krista had the baby, for a second i was like "I want a baby!" Now I'm thinking, "I don't have it together enough to take care of myself! Let alone another person." I'm 20 years old, i live at home, i work too much, i have a fierce temper, i'm cold and heartless sometimes, i run away from all my problems instead of dealing with them, i'm not the best person in the world... how could i take care of a little life? how could i deal with that kind of responsiblilty and pressure? i don't think could.
i'm just gonna get a dog.
Still trying to figure out where i'm going to go for my 'End of Summer Coolfest Trip' (name subject to change) i thought i had it pegged down for Victoria. But I'm still changing my mind constantly.
I'd like to go to Seattle....cause its SEATTLE! and its like....got the Space Needle and stuff... AND ITS THE STATES! WOOOO!
Victoria is cool cause I'm pretty sure i can drive there, we get to go on the ferry (i love ferries... like i LOVE them and there is lots of stuff to do, and it wouldn't be that expensive.
Cultus Lake is floating around in the back of my mind too, there is the water park there and....a lake. Could be fun.
Today at work Dan is telling me about Long Beach. It sounds cool and he mentioned the word 'skimboarding' and i was like "GASP! SKIMBOARDING!!!! YES!!!!" I have no idea where Long Beach is, but its on the island and that means FERRY RIDE!!!!!
At least i decided on a date Aug 31-Sept 4. It could change depending on Jessica's schedule.
Decided that when i move out, I'm getting a room-mate. I'm looking at you Jess! With my parents gone and my non-existent brother, I'M ALL ALONE! its so lonely. My only contact with people is at my jobs. and customers are stupid and make me wanna choke on a timbit. I need constant attention.
Things learned while living without parents: Don't drop half eaten pizza pops on the carpet. The cheese is a bitch to get out.
Krista had her baby recently. Which is kinda weird. I mean, like it's put my life into a sort of perspective. I'm not a kid anymore, I'm not even a teenager anymore, I'm an adult. It's weird to think that I could be in that situation, I could be having a baby. When i heard the news that Krista had the baby, for a second i was like "I want a baby!" Now I'm thinking, "I don't have it together enough to take care of myself! Let alone another person." I'm 20 years old, i live at home, i work too much, i have a fierce temper, i'm cold and heartless sometimes, i run away from all my problems instead of dealing with them, i'm not the best person in the world... how could i take care of a little life? how could i deal with that kind of responsiblilty and pressure? i don't think could.
i'm just gonna get a dog.
Still trying to figure out where i'm going to go for my 'End of Summer Coolfest Trip' (name subject to change) i thought i had it pegged down for Victoria. But I'm still changing my mind constantly.
I'd like to go to Seattle....cause its SEATTLE! and its like....got the Space Needle and stuff... AND ITS THE STATES! WOOOO!
Victoria is cool cause I'm pretty sure i can drive there, we get to go on the ferry (i love ferries... like i LOVE them and there is lots of stuff to do, and it wouldn't be that expensive.
Cultus Lake is floating around in the back of my mind too, there is the water park there and....a lake. Could be fun.
Today at work Dan is telling me about Long Beach. It sounds cool and he mentioned the word 'skimboarding' and i was like "GASP! SKIMBOARDING!!!! YES!!!!" I have no idea where Long Beach is, but its on the island and that means FERRY RIDE!!!!!
At least i decided on a date Aug 31-Sept 4. It could change depending on Jessica's schedule.
Decided that when i move out, I'm getting a room-mate. I'm looking at you Jess! With my parents gone and my non-existent brother, I'M ALL ALONE! its so lonely. My only contact with people is at my jobs. and customers are stupid and make me wanna choke on a timbit. I need constant attention.
Things learned while living without parents: Don't drop half eaten pizza pops on the carpet. The cheese is a bitch to get out.