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i am exhausted.
i need a break.
today it was thursday. i thought it was wednesday.
saturday is my physics exam. 10 am.
after class i went straight to work today.
it was busy, as usual. i was supposed to work til 4pm.
didn't get out til 5 pm cause they needed me.
i was planning on going out with patrick.
i was looking forward to that so much.
i needed to relax.
so i got home, showered and went and got him.
we went to bonnies diner and had dinner.
we were sitting across from each other and were both extremly tired. he got all excited about my big eyes.
i went over to him and he put his head on my shoulder and then gave me a kiss on my forehead.
he was calming me down. just really good to see him.
i dropped him off at his place and i went back to the apartment to study (what else?)
took a break and did some workout (tai-bo).
more studying...
now its 11.35pm again and i'm gonna go take a shower and go to bed.
this is a song i just finished writing...ok, maybe i'll still change parts of it...
Its one of those days i fear
why did i even wake up instead of staying here
somehow it seems like everything is gone from now on
and then when i walk outside of that door its not anymore
its invisible for everyone to see
until it merges with me
i'm drowing in water thinking it helps
hiding truth
tears become invisible and you can't see them
and since you can't see them there's nothing
i seem to hide
its inisible for everyone to see
until it merges with me
i need a break.
today it was thursday. i thought it was wednesday.
saturday is my physics exam. 10 am.
after class i went straight to work today.
it was busy, as usual. i was supposed to work til 4pm.
didn't get out til 5 pm cause they needed me.
i was planning on going out with patrick.
i was looking forward to that so much.
i needed to relax.
so i got home, showered and went and got him.
we went to bonnies diner and had dinner.
we were sitting across from each other and were both extremly tired. he got all excited about my big eyes.
i went over to him and he put his head on my shoulder and then gave me a kiss on my forehead.
he was calming me down. just really good to see him.
i dropped him off at his place and i went back to the apartment to study (what else?)
took a break and did some workout (tai-bo).
more studying...
now its 11.35pm again and i'm gonna go take a shower and go to bed.
this is a song i just finished writing...ok, maybe i'll still change parts of it...
Its one of those days i fear
why did i even wake up instead of staying here
somehow it seems like everything is gone from now on
and then when i walk outside of that door its not anymore
its invisible for everyone to see
until it merges with me
i'm drowing in water thinking it helps
hiding truth
tears become invisible and you can't see them
and since you can't see them there's nothing
i seem to hide
its inisible for everyone to see
until it merges with me