anxious to get on stage vs. anxiety
i feel so nervous right now. procrastination. responsibility . . .
i got myself a tumblr, i like it, but i don't think i'll post any personal stuff on there. I like having an LJ account simply to vent things, knowing that no one would probably ever read this. it's quite calming. But still as dangerous as having a real journal. I bought myself a new journal yesterday, not sure what i'll write in it. It was 75% off, so i had to purchase it, along with the thought that my other journal is lost now. I wouldn't dare think that someone from my family has found it.
In other news, i've been writing that sga fic i talked about a while ago. It's hard to get the computer for myself, with no one else around, so i can simply blast music and write. i wrote about 5000 words but i feel so sick now, probably because i know i should be doing other things. but this is once in a month chance! and i had to get it out of my system or i'd end up starting to write it at a dangerous time - or just put it aside completely. which would have probably been for the best.
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I contemplated posting what i've done so far but i think i should actually get it beta read before i do that. which will happen . . . close to never.
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to add to my list of musicians i've seen, i saw Eagle and the Worm at uni this year. A crowd of ten people, woo!
i got myself a tumblr, i like it, but i don't think i'll post any personal stuff on there. I like having an LJ account simply to vent things, knowing that no one would probably ever read this. it's quite calming. But still as dangerous as having a real journal. I bought myself a new journal yesterday, not sure what i'll write in it. It was 75% off, so i had to purchase it, along with the thought that my other journal is lost now. I wouldn't dare think that someone from my family has found it.
In other news, i've been writing that sga fic i talked about a while ago. It's hard to get the computer for myself, with no one else around, so i can simply blast music and write. i wrote about 5000 words but i feel so sick now, probably because i know i should be doing other things. but this is once in a month chance! and i had to get it out of my system or i'd end up starting to write it at a dangerous time - or just put it aside completely. which would have probably been for the best.
. . .
I contemplated posting what i've done so far but i think i should actually get it beta read before i do that. which will happen . . . close to never.
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to add to my list of musicians i've seen, i saw Eagle and the Worm at uni this year. A crowd of ten people, woo!