fuck.
things have actually been... at a calm.
i have been keeping myself busy with friends.
susan... she is amazing.
and erin, just wonderful!
and brody, i just adore that boy.
i am so proud of him.
but you know what...
i fucking miss people.
i miss rocio, i miss erica, i miss maddeh, i miss so many people.
wtf.
ihatethis.
i hate not talking to anyone anymore... or simply, not being able to do so. FUCK. fuck. fuck. fuck.
not that it matters really...
not like /she/ thinks of me like she did before.
nor should she.
but you had to go and be so god damn amazing.
now i remember why i don't write in this thing... it makes me want to put my thoughts ... into words.. and i can't and thinking about these things makes me sick to my stomach.
why do you have to be so fucking stuck. stuck in my god damn head.
fuck.
<3
i have been keeping myself busy with friends.
susan... she is amazing.
and erin, just wonderful!
and brody, i just adore that boy.
i am so proud of him.
but you know what...
i fucking miss people.
i miss rocio, i miss erica, i miss maddeh, i miss so many people.
wtf.
ihatethis.
i hate not talking to anyone anymore... or simply, not being able to do so. FUCK. fuck. fuck. fuck.
not that it matters really...
not like /she/ thinks of me like she did before.
nor should she.
but you had to go and be so god damn amazing.
now i remember why i don't write in this thing... it makes me want to put my thoughts ... into words.. and i can't and thinking about these things makes me sick to my stomach.
why do you have to be so fucking stuck. stuck in my god damn head.
fuck.
<3