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Dec 08, 2005 10:12

So last night my roommate informed me that people think I am becoming distant...
Oye, people, please tell me when you are worried, TALK TO ME!
I don't know that stuff is bothering you if you don't tell me.
I may not be on campus as much, but if you see me talk to me. A lot of times I won't talk to people not because I don't like them, but because I hate gushy girls, and I am afraid I am turning into one. So for lack of things to talk about, I will just say hi and keep going. ASK me, TALK to me. I love talking to my friends. If you are my friend I would think that you know that.
I'm sorry if I seem distant, I don't mean to come across that way at all. I don't mean to be pulling away, I am trying to balance everything. If I seem distant, TELL ME. Don't talk about me behind my back, PLEASE! Tell me to my face. I appreciate your worry if you are worried. Help me please, because this is a first. I am not trying to screw it up, a lot of you have a ton more experience, I appreciate input. I may not do everything you think I should and I may not like what it is that you have to say, but I still do listen and think about what you have to say. Truly I do.
So please, tell me if something I am doing is bothering you, I can't fix it unless I know, and saying something to others does me absolutely no good because they can't tell me what you are feeling. I don't know who you are, but I really hope you read this so that you can tell me yourself what I am doing that is bothering you. Please, help me. I'm not perfect, but I sure can't become a better person unless I know what it is that I am doing wrong.
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