Well, it's been a while...
To start off, my birthday was very good. Except for a couple things that I won't get into because I don't even want to think about it...Yeah, I got a beautiful ring from Vince<3, and money from Alex, Morgan and Jess:)<3 We went out to dinner and it was seriously one of the most embarassing things ever, my mom hired this lady to seriously embarass the shit outta me, ahh it was terrible but funny I guess. The last few finals were okay but I dont know how I did or whatever. Summer is finally here and it feels so gooodd. I love it. I can't really remember what I've been doing but I've been spending a lot of time with Manda and Jess which makes me happy, and I've been hanging out with Vince quite a bit to which is also very nice. Tommorow I'm going to South Carolina and North Carolina with Jess for a little over two weeks!!! I'm soooo phyced! We are going to have a blast down there. I know me and Jess have drifted this year but I think that this "get-a-way" will give us a chance to become closer. Yeah, I will miss everyone a lot, but I feel like I really do need to get away for a while. Ahhhh I'm so excited!!! :D I'm going to bring my camera down there and post pictures if I can/have time to. Everyone should definitly call me while I'm down there too;) 520-4647 pleaseeee.
Sometimes I think that I care too much or that you just don't care enough, I'm not sure on which it is. It feels like I give in all the time and since I keep doing that when I say no you just expect me to give in. Sometimes you can be a real jerk, and yeah I know I can be a bitch too but you just make me sound so dumb and worthless with the little things you say/do. But other times, a lot of the time, you seriously can be the best person in the world and it all makes up for it. I just don't know maybe I'm just being stupid about it all, but thats how I feel. I just needed to get it off my chest.
RIP DT:( :'(
Sometimes I think that I care too much or that you just don't care enough, I'm not sure on which it is. It feels like I give in all the time and since I keep doing that when I say no you just expect me to give in. Sometimes you can be a real jerk, and yeah I know I can be a bitch too but you just make me sound so dumb and worthless with the little things you say/do. But other times, a lot of the time, you seriously can be the best person in the world and it all makes up for it. I just don't know maybe I'm just being stupid about it all, but thats how I feel. I just needed to get it off my chest.
RIP DT:( :'(