Bleh.
So, I find out today I believe…
In a sick way, I hope I have lead-poisoning…
I am going to call in 10 minutes…
I need luck… all the luck in the world.
Because if it’s not lead poisoning, then we start back at square one… I don’t have the patience of the time to start over again.
It’s hard to believe, but I WANT to go back to school… I WANT to work and go to classes.
So, if it’s positive… I stay here this weekend and I probably will go to the hospital to get some meds.
If it’s negative, I’m hanging out with Jeff the rest of the weekend. OU’s Homecoming part of that…
Please God, if there is a God, fix me. I can’t take this anymore.